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Smething ;P
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YA!
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:giggle: it works ...
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*looks around suspiciously* it's from THEM...they're watching you..
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    I love you… when its convenient

    Journal Entry: Sun May 4, 2008, 10:07 PM
    • Mood: Shitty
    • Listening to: Kids laughing in the other room
    • Reading: Paths not Taken - Simon R. Green
    • Watching: Johnny Mnemonic
    • Playing: with my hair
    • Eating: nothing
    • Drinking: Jameson Whiskey X2 on the rocks
    People are so full of shit.

    I have had so many people tell me they love me over the years and so many of them have no clue what so ever what that means.

    I love you... until something better comes along
    I love you... until you wont give me the attention i think i should have
    I love you... but only when i don't have anything else to do
    I love you... no, you are not allowed to have issues
    I love you... but only as long as your sane
    I love you... [insert more bullshit here]

    So many bullshit words of love no one really means. My Husband loves me... i have no doubts on that what so ever. some bitch about having to wait a few months... Chris has been waiting 10 fucking years and will wait until one or both of us takes our last breath you know why... BECAUSE THATS WHAT YOU DO WHEN YOU -REALLY- FUCKING LOVE SOMEONE!. There are no conditions on real love. You love someone through every speed bump and mountain they have to climb. You are patient and think not only about yourself.

    When you have someone in your life that suffers from a mental illness there can be NOTHING that is not real love. Be it the love between friend, parents to their children or a lover. Dose it hurt to be pushed away for days, week and at times months on end? Of course it dose! I know Chris has suffered I know he hurts when i scream and tear away from him when he tries to touch me. I know at times he wishes i was 'normal' but you know what through it all... through 10 fucking years he has stood by my side and loved me.

    Love is not something convenient nor is it fun or easy. Love -WILL- be the most painful thing in your live but it is the most wonderful thing you will ever experience.

    Sadly when someone tells me they love me beyond Chris & John... I don't believe them... so many have lied in the past that it is just not worth listening anymore. People are lairs... selfish vile fucks who run at the first true test of love. Oh they will play the role but in the end when it comes time for them to prove it and stand by your side... 99.9% wont and can't they are far to selfish... only in love for that it can give them.

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    ~Silverlion:iconSilverlion: May 5, 2008, 2:08:03 PM
    *hugs* I'm here for you my friend, and I agree, I've heard it so much and it turned out to be lies, its not funny.

    Strength and love to your heart my friend. As much as you can find.
    ~gaghiel42:icongaghiel42: May 5, 2008, 5:33:04 PM Mood: Caring
    I second the *hug* Love is one of those things that is terribly hard to identify because there are a lot of different versions of it. I'm pullin for you and miss ya.

    -Charlie
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