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La Tanya Taylor  

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Journal Entry: Sun May 4, 2008, 10:07 PM
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: Kids laughing in the other room
  • Reading: Paths not Taken - Simon R. Green
  • Watching: Johnny Mnemonic
  • Playing: with my hair
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Jameson Whiskey X2 on the rocks
People are so full of shit.

I have had so many people tell me they love me over the years and so many of them have no clue what so ever what that means.

I love you... until something better comes along
I love you... until you wont give me the attention i think i should have
I love you... but only when i don't have anything else to do
I love you... no, you are not allowed to have issues
I love you... but only as long as your sane
I love you... [insert more bullshit here]

So many bullshit words of love no one really means. My Husband loves me... i have no doubts on that what so ever. some bitch about having to wait a few months... Chris has been waiting 10 fucking years and will wait until one or both of us takes our last breath you know why... BECAUSE THATS WHAT YOU DO WHEN YOU -REALLY- FUCKING LOVE SOMEONE!. There are no conditions on real love. You love someone through every speed bump and mountain they have to climb. You are patient and think not only about yourself.

When you have someone in your life that suffers from a mental illness there can be NOTHING that is not real love. Be it the love between friend, parents to their children or a lover. Dose it hurt to be pushed away for days, week and at times months on end? Of course it dose! I know Chris has suffered I know he hurts when i scream and tear away from him when he tries to touch me. I know at times he wishes i was 'normal' but you know what through it all... through 10 fucking years he has stood by my side and loved me.

Love is not something convenient nor is it fun or easy. Love -WILL- be the most painful thing in your live but it is the most wonderful thing you will ever experience.

Sadly when someone tells me they love me beyond Chris & John... I don't believe them... so many have lied in the past that it is just not worth listening anymore. People are lairs... selfish vile fucks who run at the first true test of love. Oh they will play the role but in the end when it comes time for them to prove it and stand by your side... 99.9% wont and can't they are far to selfish... only in love for that it can give them.

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  • Current Age: .........
  • Current Residence: Washington State
  • Interests: RPG's, Vampires, Anything Star Wars, Star Trek, Gernral dorkey ass gamer shit
  • Favourite movie: Of all times: The Court Jester Current: Formula 51
  • Favourite band or musician: Metallica (before they went fag)
  • Favourite genre of music: Jazz
  • Favourite artist: To many to list
  • Favourite poet or writer: Christine Feehand
  • Favourite photographer: Annie Lebowitz
  • Favourite style or digital art: anything done with the pretty brushes
  • Operating System: IE and Opera
  • MP3 player of choice: WinAmp
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anythign with Patrick Steward in it, oh DADDY!
  • Skin of choice: pale and quivering
  • Favourite game: WoW or CoH
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS II
  • Favourite cartoon character: Snoopy (he's a pimp)
  • Personal Quote: "Ira est brevis, optare est longus, vis apud mens est æternalis"
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS/PhotpImpact

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=hybridgothica:iconhybridgothica: May 2, 2008, 3:31:02 PM
thanks for the watch :)

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*DesignsByEve:iconDesignsByEve: Mar 7, 2008, 11:44:23 PM
Thanks for the watch and favs :)

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*monstror:iconmonstror: Feb 22, 2008, 2:13:16 PM
Thank you for the fav :)

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~kingflash:iconkingflash: Jan 28, 2008, 11:15:45 AM Mood: Thanks
Thanks for showing "An Average Life - Capacity" a little :+favlove:

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:fuzzydemon: Now that was Funny :evillaugh:
~ronjaz:iconronjaz: Nov 28, 2007, 4:55:56 AM
great gallery

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~CargoDesign:iconCargoDesign: Nov 9, 2007, 5:56:54 PM
thx for :+fav: :)

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*Nylons:iconNylons: Oct 30, 2007, 3:54:01 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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=darktoys:icondarktoys: Oct 23, 2007, 10:31:40 AM
thank you :)

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~pdpardue:iconpdpardue: Aug 15, 2007, 12:36:55 PM
thank you for the :+fav:

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~ApathyAnodyne:iconApathyAnodyne: Jul 25, 2007, 12:13:54 PM
Thank you for faving Dark Gaurdian! Your art is really cool! :)
*jjean21:iconjjean21: Jul 20, 2007, 6:38:40 PM
Thank you for faving Portrait in Rust :)

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~eJDerha89:iconeJDerha89: Jul 16, 2007, 4:33:30 AM
Thanks For The Photos

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~kingflash:iconkingflash: Jun 19, 2007, 12:42:25 PM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!



Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitly get started hugging right away

:hug::sun:

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:fuzzydemon: Now that was Funny :evillaugh:
~khimaereus:iconkhimaereus: Jun 13, 2007, 3:02:48 AM
Thank you so much for the fav :heart:
~Silverlion:iconSilverlion: May 21, 2007, 6:19:30 AM
I don't usually pass on memes, but thought I'd send this back to you



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Take care of yourself, may flowers line the path of your heart.
~komandante2005:iconkomandante2005: May 17, 2007, 4:21:49 PM
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`devildoll:icondevildoll: May 17, 2007, 12:13:15 AM Mood: Love
Today Is DEVfriend Day.
Send This To All Your DEVFriends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

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4-6 you're an ok DEVfriend
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